apotemnophiliapull out the wormapotemnophilia
and let me breathe take your fingers
out of my mouth
cut out the wires and let me see take your tongue out of my ear
stich my open wound and let me heal take your knife out of my back
tear off the skin and let me feel take your spit out of my eye
i broke it down what held me here smashed up the pieces
of my fear
i burned it up what you've done i stabbed it dead what id become
i will get up
i will try again i will not stop &nbs
b l i g thard to breathe in second skin taste the filth im drowning in blood sings when im within all this ends where i beginb l i g t
it waits it breathes
it knows it seethes it brings me here shouldnt be it shows me things shouldnt see
i see the bloom of evolution push gently soon it gives way spits out the worm from both ends i feel like god on the first day
it wasnt always like this i remember innocence how long has it been ill nevr be clean again
ive tried to make it right but it falls apart instead try to ho
s i l tgive to me your misery bring to me your weak and betrayed send to me the lost the broken will be my only friendss i l t
let me be the one among you
ill knit your scars into my own ill wear your disgust like a medal
wash yourselves in my blood let the corruption linger on me save yourselves while you can
not so much alone as abandoned not so much hated as feared not so much dead as sleeping
let your pain sift through me come out clean on the other side give me your sins to hold in my hand ill need them to get where im going &nb
w e i g h ti fall asleep to someone elses dreams made flesh i keep my eyes closed unitl I lay down i must not think for 1 second cannot allow even for a moment a pause in the running distractionw e i g h t
or it will all crumble i will look inside and i will dissapear i have pushed for so long and so hard yet i am left with a formless power an all consuming desire a threat so large and so deep it will swallow me whole if i cant decipher it grasp its meaning, unlock the code the messages, the stream of information, like the noise of a 1000 insects it descends on me threatning to br
and all that may be
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~Love~
Bettie
Infinite X's & O's
Thank you for devwatching me! =3
--
So you make a mask,
A mask that hides your face,
A face that hides the pain,
A pain that eats your heart,
A heart nobody knows."
~Bang Bang You're Dead
-skot
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